There is a time in 2011-2012 I began to wake up to the voice of God, it was something new. He would say, “ I love you,” this was the consistent message repeated on many days. It would be when I was just awaking from sleep.
One day at church a lady turned to me suddenly, almost frantically waving her hands in expression and overwhelmed by what she had to say, she said “I know the Father loves everyone, each one of His children but for you .. I hear Him say I love you over and over again. I love you, I love you, I love you, I just had to tell you. It’s something different." I thought about what happens to me in the morning time. I wondered if there was a connection.
Then one Sunday morning, I heard His voice again, these same words " I love you.", and I thought to myself later, just a fleeting thought, maybe all this is in my head...I am making it up.. I am just enjoying the idea that God loves me and I am telling it to myself. I have initiated all this so that I can feel good about myself and feel loved. When I was at church later that same day a lady I did not know was talking to someone... and I just said a brief "Hello" while passing by. Then suddenly her face changed, she dropped the conversation she was having and she had this frantic look on her face and she said “I have to say this.” ..It’s like she was going to burst if she did not let the message out.... “ I just hear the Father saying I love you I love you I love you over and over”..and she said it the same way and with the same body language like the first lady said it. I smiled to myself remembering the thought I had that morning. I heard the Father say to me “It’s not in your head.. see”.
Then one other time after all this, there is another Christian lady I met for the first time when I went on a trip out of town with some friends. She was talking about her life sharing about God's goodness then suddenly, her face changed and she had the same reaction like the other ladies and said the same thing.. “God says I love you I love you I love you”…I smiled and told her the story. I had embraced it fully by this time. I know this is how Papa talks to me and we talked about how all of us are his FAVORITE children... and He uniquely communicates with each one of us.
Sometimes when I would go to heaven, in the presence of God, to express His love for me, a bouquet of flowers is thrown up, fuchsia flowers and they come down falling all around me…it is so glorious. I always know that He communicates His excessive love for me when He throws those flowers up.. one day I was coming home, I noticed the walkway to our apartment was covered with fuchsia flowers and then I notice there were plants with fuchsia flowers that were blooming on each side of the pathway.
Immediately I understood Papa was saying something.. I was overwhelmed by this communication, He was telling me “I love you”.. then it so happened that this plant is so excessive in the spring summer and early fall in North Carolina, everywhere, on the side highways, around homes and buildings, I mean literary every where … so now every time I see these plants, God is saying to me, "I love you I love you I love you."...and because these plants are everywhere.. I am smoldered in His excessive love and it is over and over again, everywhere I look. Papa said I want to you to experience what you experience in heaven on earth and know I am real and not just in your head or your imagination.
So today Marlon was looking at my pictures we took a few weeks ago. He took this picture of me with my fuchsia flowers in the walkway basking in His love, hands open to Him... then He noticed that there was a ray of light shining on me :) Melissa M
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